sarrawrification

lately--it's like this whole love thang, no matter what the circumstances are, F U C K S you over, right? now, don't think i'm this heartbroken, crazy teenager rampaging on why "boys suck" and doodling "fuck love!" on my highschool bathroom stalls. neh--stop that kind of thinking. that kind of down-he-drain inference you all are oh-so-good at. listen, it's what i mention everytime this gets brought up and always will. " you want what you can't have " unfortunately, i was fortunate enough to absorb this strange phrase that now haunts the essence of my very being. its sad, its unfortunate, it's tough. but people, it's real, and that's the muthafukn deal. it's difficult for me to sit here and tell you that i was, indeed, proven wrong. it's hard for me to ramble on about how much it sucks, this heartbreak type deal. i feel like i'm complaining a tad too much. underminding your mind, so--mind you--fuck off if you don...

Eventually--a word you can fucking love or hate. A word that can mean later today or later in life. Considering your circumstances can help you essentially fathom what exactly "eventually" means to you. As many of you out there, I believe in love. I believe every human being, every average joe shmoe, will fall in--and possibly out, of love. At this point in time, for myself, I'm gonna say eventually. Simply speaking thosr solid three words never completely solidify the situation. I love you is more than just speaking the sugar coated phrase to an ear that begs to accompany it, not a promise of your fidelity towards another soul. Saying I love you is more of a realization :) I think this I love you thang might have somewhat of an unforgiving hold on me right now, but for now, I'm gonna say: Eventually.