enigma.

as much as i have, and will always, try to understand the way people work, the way they decide to function, the off the wall type of decisions they seem to make, i don't think i ever quite will. seemingly, the world is an easy concept to understand, in general, it's just a planet with a few billion people. but to analyze the everyday lives of these specimens, to delve into the ulterior motives of these individuals, to find out what exactly it is that makes them tick, so to speak, is an altogether different story. once you pay attention to the small, somewhat meaningless ways of human interaction, you will come to realize that it is really an enigma, nothing or no one will ever be able to explain EXACTLY why people make crazy decisions like they do. this is because no one will ever really understand the human "passion" -if you will. every single person has a different passion within them, and today i will try to enlighten on a few key areas. jealousy is death. it is exactly what killed that fucking cat and it will kill you (internally speaking of course,in any case, taking it farther would be a tad extreme) and rot your persona to the complete and utter BARE MINIMUM. there is really nothing that explains jealousy, seeing as how it's one of the most fucking complex emotions out there. the thing that i will explicate about, is a humans fascinating ability to hide it. envious 'frenemies' will masquerade around like they're so fucking happy for you, when in reality, they're scheming somewhere behind your back, it's amazing, it really is. the bottom line is, people will hate, people will be jealous, but the fact is; you can't get mad, you can't pass judgement, you can't DO ANYTHING about it. and why? BECAUSE YOU DO IT TOO! and you always will. no one & nothing is ever completely satisfied with what they have (with the exception of buddhists, REAL buddhists may i add). and unless you're mahatma's prodigy out there somewhere, you experience these jealous emotions and you always will. so all in all, in my attempt to clear up this situation, to enlighten you on this notion, i really must end this to say: there is no fucking hope for our generation. BURN IN HELL FUCKERS :-)

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