alleviation.

I AM THE FUCKING HAPPIEST I HAVE BEEN IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
yes, this might seem a tad bit exaggerated, but nonetheless, it is the truth and i am inexpicably grateful that it is. i have abdicated myself from certain people who were, honestly, just bringing me down. obviously, there was one key individual who i am no longer associated with, which has made me, by far, the happiest. her persona, her utter existance in my introspect was just ruining my soul, my essence of being. like, you know, satan? okay okay, so i shouldn't view a human in this way, but like my dad always says "es lo que es, mija." and you know what? damn straight. some words of wisdom to you people out there who are involved in an emotionally destructive friendship or relationship: GET OUT OF IT.
the truth itself SHALL set you free. do NOT drown in your insecurities, in fact, allow them to LIBERATE you. speak for yourself, because believe me, no one else will say anything close to what the real YOU feels. i have befriended some new, wonderful people as of recently. and for them, i am irrevokably grateful. i am forever devoted to you, my saviours. so i shall elucidate, love others as you love yourself. even your enemies; god placed people like them on earth for a reason.

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  1. SamanthaxvxJanuary 9, 2010 at 1:37 AM

    The truth WILL set you free<3
    I love you, no body could have said it any better than yourself :)

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